Why does this pain keep coming?
Why do these tears keep falling?
I'm acting like a child.
It's not so bad.
It's not the tragedy
I'm making it out to be.
That's what you keep telling me.
You tell me I'm a drama queen.
So tell me...

Have you ever found yourself with someone
and prayed to gods you didn't know
with names you've never uttered
and powers you've never dreamed,
just to have one more moment?

Have you every given up everything you had:
the trust of those who know you
the faith of those who love you
your dream of being "the one"
just to stay in someone's arms?

Have you ever given yourself to someone
and let them walk all over you.
Let them use you and hurt you
and still known in your heart
that you'd do anything to see them smile?

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep
finally accepting the inevitability of unhappiness
while still trying to convince yourself
that things will be alright--
knowing all you'll ever be is alone?

Have you?

It's not so bad.
You don't want me.
Even worse,
you don't need me.
But really,
it's not so bad.

So think now before you tell me
that its not really a tragedy.
Do you still think I'm a drama queen?

Even if there were no tears,
I would cry for you.
Even if there were no smiles,
I would laugh with you.
Even if I had no voice,
I would speak to you.
Even if I couldn't hear
I would understand you.
Even if my soul was taken,
I would feel you.
Even if my heart was broken, 
I would love you.
Even if we were torn apart,
I would find you.
No matter where it takes me,
I will not let go of you--
not for anything--
because I know:
Even if I lose everything
I would still have you.

Looking into your eyes
I can see they've changed.
I still see the passion, fire, and love,
but I don't see the pain.
Maybe you didn't lie
May you changed.
Listening to your voice
as you sweetly sing to my soul,
or at least I think you,
I pray you do.
There's something there
that touches me
everytime you speak.
My mind softens and my heart flutters
when I hear you sing those words.
You're so amazing.
Touching you hand,
I feel sparks that I was sure were gone.
As much as I try to refrain,
my heart longs to be with you.
Your hands feel different
than they ever have before,
gently intwined with mine.
Your touch is softer,
more sincere.
Listening to the radio,
the song echo my life.
They are all too real.
Something about the night
is making me feel
like I'm not reall here--
Like this is all a dream.
The blue light shines from the radio
revealing a hidden sparkle
in your eyes.
I had almost forgotten
how beautiful you are.
I had almost forgotten
how much I love you.
Please, don't wait so long.

Here I lie,
lifeless in this Hell,
all alone.
Your eyes haunt me.
I can't escape from them.
And everything I do,
you're watching.
I tried to run,
tried to hide,
but in the end
it's just no use.
You're watching.
Here I am,
alive but barely breathing,
all alone.
Your smile haunts me.
I can't escape from it.
And everything I do,
you laugh at me.
Every time I fail,
every time I fall,
I see your face,
I hear your voice,
you're laughing.
So here I am,
here I lie,
lifeless and alone
You're watching
and you're laughing
and I'm
barely
breathing.